Along with teaching me how to spell the word ‘consciously’ correctly, I learned about so many theorists and reputable thinkers from the Ancient Greeks to present day.
Field 2 is responsible for my entire year’s worth of work, it completely turned me on my heels and set me right. I was originally making work inspired by still life and dutch flower paintings, which looked like this…
I so badly wanted this work to be exciting but just couldn’t quite make it so. I still love this little painting above, but I just didn’t feel inspired by it at all, I think this may be because I feel more interested in making work more personal and wasn’t particularly fussed about flowers.
Once Robert’s lectures all came to an end we each had to make a presentation which rounded up the topics and theories we covered, what we found particularly interesting and how it would relate to our work in the future, making a piece of work to accompany this presentation was optional. I felt an urge to paint a recent dream i’d had, I thought, why not? We had already been painting/making art based on our ‘visual experiences’ in a Field workshop with James, here are my creations…
This handsome chap above is from a dream I once had…
And these are based on a character I have actually seen before, but it seemed so surreal at the time.
Here is the painting I made to accompany my Field 2 presentation, in which I spoke a lot about the fascinating concept of dreams and why we as artists have such an urge to paint them…
And so began my 2nd year work. I decided not to completely jack it in with the flower paintings, instead I decided to incorporate them into patterns – something I had already started to do, in the bubbles above, for instance – to create a somewhat hallucinatory affect. This can be seen particularly clearly in my painting below…
Floral pattern did, however, become almost insignificant in my project and I began focusing mainly on these characters and animals, working on a narrative for them. Something we spoke about with Robert was the possibility of objects having a consciousness, which definitely rubbed off on my work. I created this small sculpture of my character Jaco, he has a poem written on him which reads: ‘Mostly people stop and stare… and some say he’s a freak…though one should be more careful because Jaco never sleeps.’
This particular sculpture has grown on me, the concept of Jaco is very personal to me as he came from my dream, and I have essentially been making him real. I like the thought of people being somewhat afraid of him. As an artwork he is something that can be picked up and moved around in one’s hands, and this physical repulsion or fear after reading the poem painted on him is something I hope to achieve.
The work I have made throughout the entirety of this year – Including my dissertation proposal (and much of the work I intend to make in the future) – has definitely been a product of taking part in Art and the Conscious Mind.